SEPT - Vol. 1, No. 1

THE WEIGHT OF LOVE

By: Abegail Byun

In this photo, my childhood stuffed bunny rests on my grandfather’s backpack during a family trip. I was only two or three at the time, too small to carry it myself. He was a man of few words, and most of the memories I have of him come from after his Alzheimer’s diagnosis. Seeing this moment, before the illness touched him, brings me joy—it reminds me that even in silence, love is carried in the simplest gestures.

THE WEIGHT OF LOVE


BEAUTIFUL

By: Ella Vick

In January of 2021, both of my grandparents got Covid and ended up in the hospital at the same time. They miraculously survived, though we soon discovered that Covid had exacerbated my Papa’s dementia in a staggering way when he was rediagnosed from stage two to stage six.

When asked, my family and I describe Papa as a butterfly, clueless but flitting around happily. Unfortunately, this is often not the reality. He feels that something is off, but he can’t identify what it is. This inability makes him angry. He asks me what grade I’m in every few minutes, and he has begun to have frequent emotional outbursts. I have watched the man I know die though his body is still here on Earth.

Yet Papa smiles and looks at me with love in his eyes whenever he sees me, even when I can tell he is fishing for my name. He holds my hand quietly when his brain is tired from working out puzzles all day that he will never be able to solve. In these moments, I swear that the single thing he remembers to be true is love. I can feel his love for me when he is silent and it is absolute. Papa has taught me to never waste an opportunity to tell someone you love them.

I want to share with others that when everything else in this world falls away, when faced with a degenerative disease that forces people to forget, love will remain. I am so grateful for all of the years I told Papa I loved him because, if I had just started now, it would be too late. To anyone reading this, I implore you: tell your people that you love them every chance that you get.


Alzheimer’s Awareness Bracelet

By: Shannon Taylor

Be afraid
do not
hold my hand
here I am
crazy
understand me, you are not
even trying
I love you without
anything in return
I do not want
to be here
I want
someone to help remember
I am
alone
you are not
memories are fading
even though
the clock has not run out
confusion and fear
will drive away
my purpose

(now read from bottom to top)

An Interview with Dr. Omar Ahmed

Note: This interview has been edited and condensed for clarity.

The OmarLab’s website, containing a list of the lab’s research publications, can be found at: https://www.omarlab.com

We want to thank Dr. Ahmed again for his contributions to the research base surrounding Alzheimer's and his willingness to sit down with us for this interview.

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